
http://www.nps.gov/grsm/photosmultimedia/index.htm “Grotto Falls”
When I die, if I do so before the coming of my Lord, bury me in the sandy loam of the Smoky Mountains.
Golden sand worn from the peaks fills gaps between fallen leaves and makes patterns in impatient creeks. Touch the stones, run the sand through your hand and you will hear them whisper in the language of mankind before the Tower of Babel, the tongue from before the breaking of words.
I have heard it said, usually by folks from the West where young, fractious mountains reach skywards, that the Smokies are too low, too unimpressive to be “real” mountains. I can only laugh. Certainly the Rockies, the Cascades and their western siblings possess the energy and power of youth. Just so, the Smokies once were young, volatile, and dramatic. In the way of all ancient things, they traded the glory of youth for the majesty of age. Aeon echos in the hollows and the coves, and shows in the sand and on the smooth-worn stones. Mountains endure.
If slanting, many-hued boulders, chunks of quartz, caves and sand were all of the Smokies, the mountains would awe, but not renew me. Far from withering in their age, they are covered with life as with blizzard snows, layer on layer. As I walk, a hemlock tree dusts my shoulder, a pine rises, scaly and straight, and an oak holds its branches, like frozen lightning, over me. Mosses and lichens coat stone and soil, save where mushrooms break through, or leaves lie too thick. A dogwood spangles the understory, answered by a partridgeberry creeping across the loam. Aster, firepink, trillium and indian-pipe hide around corners to surprise me, while dark rhododendrons and laurels weave their branches into nests for the ghost of Noah’s raven.
I can sit with my back against the fossils of the long-lost sea and watch an island colony of grasses and flowers thrive on a boulder mid-stream. Across the water, a low cliff recalls the violence that tore it from surrounding bedrock and left it tilted with its flank bare. That flank is veined with quartz and streaked with iron and coal. The gravel of the stream below looks like sunken treasure with rocks for gold and bronze and fish for silver and jewels. Then there are the dragonflies.
There are footprints of animals in the muddy places, feathers and bones here and there. Often enough, the creatures themselves can be seen, despite their wary quickness. The birds converse noisily and the streams are quietly full of life. I know of a place where an old truck lies moldering, doubtless used by log-poachers venturing into the park, and abandoned for reasons forgotten. There are bullet holes in the cab, but whether from target-practice or a shoot-out, who knows? The engine sits beside the truck, rusted and covered with leaves. There is a bird’s nest in the cavity of one headlight.
That is one part-hidden thing about the Smokies. Their history is interwoven loveliness and brutality. Human suffering has not been absent, nor the ravaging of beauty and plenty in ignorance or greed. Both have visited often, and visit still. The mountains shrug. The signs of anguish and destruction are assimilated. For all our destruction, even smashing the mountains’ heads with explosives (what crimes humans commit for profit), Time is on the mountains’ side. Perhaps their history is so long and deep that our short time on them encompasses only a few lines in a book of many volumes. Insignificant.
The mountains have a brutality all their own, the natural cruelty of the natural world. Their allure would shame Helen of Troy, their gentleness comforts many a forlorn heart, and their caprice has often broken and killed. Many believe that there are ghosts in the mountains. If so, there is good reason. Yet I love the mountains enough to haunt them myself, at least while I live.
There are secrets as closely hidden as ghosts. I have learned some, and shall never learn all. In a certain season, under right conditions beneath the thick trees at night, the blue-ghost fireflies wake. They are will-o-the-wisps, faint points of steady, cold light drifting a foot or two above the forest floor. I have seen them more than once, and every time I feel I am in a world between worlds and beyond time.

http://www.nps.gov/grsm/photosmultimedia/index.htm “Cataloochee Creek”
And then there is the world below, with graceful creatures born in profound darkness. Into narrow passages, muddy pits, cold depths and palaces of lonely glory, life has made its way. The mountains are so riddled with holes and running water that it is a wonder they stand. No one knows the full measure of those caverns, caves and chasms.
There are as many secrets of the light. Flowers, rarely seen, bloom along the high trails and in what remains of the old-growth forests. Trees with more character than the most colorful human are not difficult to find, nor are rock-faces that bend and buckle to make mosaics more fascinating than the Byzantines. Salamanders in jewel-colors hide among the rocks and leaves. There are sheer walls thick with colonies of moss and flower, and streams that curve and tumble through labyrinthine channels in long-suffering boulders. I know a place where reindeer lichen and thick moss wage a quiet, endless war. In short, there is no inch of sameness, no possibility of monotony.
Old and young are seamlessly interwoven in these mountains, and memory and present life merge. But in the end, they are just mountains, aren’t they?
February 28th, 2012 at 3:13 pm
I would really love to see the cabin with you one of these days…
February 28th, 2012 at 4:29 pm
We need to make that happen, and soon.
February 28th, 2012 at 6:25 pm
Oh, daughter mine, what a lovely spirit trip this was to take with you, as we have often done together in the flesh.
February 28th, 2012 at 6:39 pm
*laughs* and here I thought you would shake your head at my purplish prose. I am your daughter, truly, in the good, the bad, and the dramatic!
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April 25th, 2016 at 8:52 am
What a pleasure to read again, an antidote for a busy day in the making.
April 25th, 2016 at 8:53 am
^_^ May your busy day be less stressful than you anticipate. Enjoy the Spring air.
April 27th, 2016 at 9:15 am
What a lovely post! There’s no shame in purple prose applied to such a place with such passion, I think. Having seen both sets of mountains and I have to say I found them equally impressive in their majesty. Your post definitely makes me want to go herping for salamanders down there. Thank you for sharing. :-)
April 27th, 2016 at 9:28 am
Oh, I love the Rockies too, and I would love to see the Cascades. But it is a very different kind of love. I could chatter excitedly about geology and drama whilst speaking of the Rockies. But they don’t make me want to flop down and soak up their atmosphere like a sponge as the Smokies do. They have a very different feel, like the contrast of young energy and old peace. ^_^